Dreaming Of Alaska

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Chapter 5

I woke up screaming. At least, I think I woke up screaming…

Though it was intensely warm, I got up frantically in a cold sweat. I looked around me; it would take getting used to waking up in unfamiliar places. But this morning, I had woken up in Rochelle’s room. I guess we talked so long that we both fell asleep in her room. I sat there on the ground for a few minutes, my face in my hands. What the hell happened?

I remember dreaming of going to a pool party at Kristel’s house. It was fun until Rochelle got jealous for some reason. Then we went to the point… Oh and there was kissing, a lot of kissing. It was nice.

Then the dreams took a horrific turn. She left me all of a sudden… And for someone else, she had abandoned me to go off with another guy. I think I was crying in the dream. I hope I wasn’t in real life.

I got up from my sleeping place on the floor and turned to see Rochelle sleeping comfortably on her bed. She looked adorable with her eyes closed. I brushed the hair from her face to see it more clearly. She really was beautiful. Grabbing her hand, I found myself saying:

“Please. Don’t ever let that dream become a reality. I love you too much to watch you replace me…”

I walked around the house. Was no one awake? What time was it? I checked my PSP. 6:00pm. But it wasn’t Alaska time was it? I guess it was five o’ clock here. I assumed her parents had gone to work or something. I was hungry so I proceeded to make some scrambled eggs for myself. Throughout that time, I couldn’t get the dream out of my head. It was probably something that would haunt me the whole time I was here. The dream had felt so real. Would Rochelle ever abandon me like she had in my unconscious mind? No, she’s not like that…

But what if something happened between us? Would she be so heartless to do something like that? I shook the thought away. It’s not going to happen. I won’t let it.

Even though I tried to avoid thinking about it, I still had as I washed the dirty dishes I made while cooking. Why was it bothering me so much? I left some eggs on a plate for Rochelle if she happened to be hungry later and put it in the microwave. The computer chair was still and calling out my name to sit in it. As I approached it, I found the remote for the big screen television Rochelle had. I sat down and scanned through the channels, not really even paying attention to what my eyes were staring blankly into. I finished my eggs and sat them down on the computer desk. My eyelids soon drooped down and I had once again fallen asleep.

I was back at the point, in the forbidden sand with Rochelle next to me. We were holding hands watching the sunset. It was beautiful, but no where near as beautiful as Rochelle was. I turned to see her watching me, not the sun.

“Stop,” I said smiling.

“No,” She smiled back, “Why should I?”

“You’re making it awkward, babe,” I replied.

She leaned in and kissed me softly on my lips. “Now is it?”

I just smiled in approval and we proceeded to watch the orange sky revealing the stars on the Alaskan horizon. It was picture perfect. Everything was quiet, except for the unusually warm breeze and gentle waves hitting the shore. That is, it was quiet, until Rochelle lifted her head from my shoulder and spoke with her angelic voice.

“Bo, can you do me a favor?”

I turned, “Anything, hon.”

“Wake up.”

“What?”

“Wake up!”

I awoke from Rochelle shaking my body. “Wake up, Bo!”

“Dude,” I glanced around, “What time is it?”

“It’s like nine at the moment, stupid.”

“Oh,” I had fallen asleep for too long.

“Bo, do you sleep walk?” Rochelle asked me with a huge smile, “How’d you get here?”

I was still sitting in the computer chair. “Uh, I woke up early…”

“Oh,” She said, “And is these eggs for me?”

She lifted the plate of eggs. “Oh, yeah, they are.”

“Aw,” Rochelle said, kissing me on the cheek, “How sweet of you.”

No way in hell that dream was becoming reality. At least, not anytime soon.

Feb 24
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Chapter 4

Wow. Rochelle’s house was beautiful.

Then again, I was so tired to think, I could’ve been looking at a palace. Either way, her family was very neat with everything. I drowsily followed her wherever she took me. Rochelle stopped in front of a door. “This is your room.”

Showed me to my room so fast? Could she see the few hours of sleep I got in my eyes? The way I walked? “I’m not tired.”

“Well, you just get unpacked, then. I’ll be back with some pillows.”

It was my first time in her house, or Alaska period, so I might as well follow her orders. I got inside and took in air. I didn’t notice before, but her house smelled nice. The carpet was comfy to walk on and the bed wasn’t so bad. I dropped my bags quietly by the closet and took sat on the bed. It was actually very comfortable. I lay my head on the pillow. Hey, I could get used to sleeping in here. Before I knew it, I had fallen asleep. Oh gosh, I must have been really tired.

I woke up from a very odd dream. It started as me walking through an unfamiliar house to an unfamiliar room. I stepped in and saw a young girl and I started to hug her tightly, almost compassionately. That’s wack, right? I even woke up holding a pillow that wasn’t there before.

I started to walk around Rochelle’s house and I discovered her room. There she was sleeping, also. Oddly, she was hugging a pillow too. But that was just probably because she’s really weird. An idea popped in my head. Something about how she looked all cuddled up into a pillow… It was just too bomb, I mean cute. I crept onto her bed and lay next to her. Trying to make the least possible noise I could I reached my arm over her body and held her tight. I’d quit soon, I just really wanted to do this and it seemed like the perfect time to do it; without her knowing. I’d get up soon and leave before she woke up anyway. I laid there smiling in her hair. Oh my Buddha, she smelled super good. I’m going to love these next two months.

“Bo, you know I’m awake, right?”

Oh shit. I’m dead. “Oh, I’m sorry.”

She turned around with my arms still around her. I tried to think fast of an explanation for why I was doing what I was, but nothing smart or believable came to mind. “What do you think you’re- Why’s your face so red?”

Man, someone please shoot me! This is horrible. I was heating up like wildfire. “I-I don’t know…”

Rochelle made a face between sick and disgusted. “Well I don’t like this feeling.”

Before I could pull my arm away she grabbed it and held it tight. With a smile she said, “I want to move closer.”

Rochelle inched close to my body and dug her face into my chest, just as when I first arrived. “You still smell so good.”

“No I don’t,” I replied, but this time, not moving. I held her tighter. The feeling was so natural.

“So what do you want to do today?” Ro asked.

“I don’t know,” I said nervously. “What do you have planned?”

She laughed into my chest, one of those flirty laughs. “Believe it or not, Bo, but I wasn’t prepared to have you visit me today.”

Oh yeah. Completely forgot. “Well, what do you want to do, Rochelle?”

There was silence. Thinking? I hope she’d think of something exciting… “Mm, I want to stay like this.”

I smiled. And I could feel her beautiful smile in my chest. Without saying it out loud, I mouthed ‘that’s perfect.’

“Oh, I know,” Rochelle said. And again, she surprises me. Nothing more was said and soon we both fell asleep in each others arms.

“MOM, COME QUICK! DAD, THERE’S A STRANGER HUGGING ROCHELLE IN HER ROOM! I THINK IT’S AGAINST HER WILL! AND THERE’S A BUNCH OF GUY SHIT IN MY ROOM!”

I opened my eyes slowly. Squinting around, I muttered, “What…?”

“HURRY, HE’S WAKING UP! I THINK HE’S ONE OF THOSE CHILD MOLESTERS WE SEE ON TELEVISION!”

By now Rochelle got up, too, dazed and confused. “What’s happening?”

“I don’t know…” I saw a figure at Rochelle’s door. Oh no, where are my glasses. I looked around; everything was so unfamiliar and blurry! I found them on the nightstand and clumsily put them on. I looked up…

“Oh, no you don’t, you child molester!”

And the next thing I saw was a huge fist to the face.

I woke up about half an hour later. My face fucking ached; I better not have a bruise… The clock next to Rochelle’s lamp read 5:00pm.

“Oh, Bo, you’re awake! Good,” a familiar voice said to me. “I’m so sorry about my sister.”

“I had no idea!” another voice said.

I turned around and saw four people. “What happened?”

“Muhammad Ali over here knocked you out, boy!” a deep-voiced man said, “You took it like a champ.”

He extended his arm towards me. “Hello, we’re Rochelle’s parents.”

I shook it firmly; I had to make a good first impression. Rochelle said, “Don’t worry, I told them everything; why you’re here, where you’re staying and such.”

“Still,” a woman’s voice said, “I can’t believe we were gone for a few hours grocery shopping and you bring a boy into our house!”

“But it’s okay,” Rochelle’s father said, “he seems like a harmless fellow.”

Good thing?

“Oh right, he should stay,” Mrs. Mucha said. “He might press charges if he doesn’t…”

“But it was in our house!” Rochelle’s sister said. “And why’s he staying in my room?”

“I could go somewhere else,” I started, “If you’d like that better.”

Everyone gave me a funny look, especially Rochelle’s sister. “No, I was just kidding.”

She punched my arm. Ouch. “Besides, I’m off anyway, to college in Washington! Just remember to keep my room clean… And don’t go through my shit. By the way, I’m Michelle.”

I wish someone could read my face right now, because I have no idea what it looks like, probably a clueless Cambodian boy with a huge mark on his cheek.

“I’ll go get some ice,” Rochelle said, reading my mind. She got up and ran off. Oh, the way she ran…

Part of me wished she would have stayed by my side. It was so awkward with her parents staring at me, in her bed.

“I’m going to go get dinner ready,” Mrs. Mucha said.

“I’ll help!” exclaimed Michelle. “Seeing how it’s my last night.”

“I’ll…” Mr. Mucha started, “What the hell, you know I don’t want to be stuck in here alone.”

With a laugh all three of them walked out of the room leaving me alone. Rochelle came running – OH GOD THE WAY SHE RAN – soon after they left. “Here, Bo.”

“Thanks,” I said grabbing the bag of ice, “You’re family’s… unique. And your sister has an arm.”

She laughed. “They aren’t so bad. Here, let me see.”

Rochelle grabbed my arm away from my face. “What’s with it?”

“Oh it’s not too bad,” She inched close to my face. Something about her close up made her even more pretty, but also made me nervous. She kissed my cheek.

“You know, just in case it hurts,” Rochelle said, giving me one of those priceless smiles. She proceeded out of the room. “Come on, dinner’s almost ready!”

And just like that all the pain was gone. I’m not sure if it was even there in the first place. Too bad her sister was leaving; I would have taken a lot more punches to the face if that’s how I was going to be treated.

Dinner went by quickly. The food was great, and everyone talked so it wasn’t at all awkward. There were many questions for me and I answered them without hesitation. I could grow to be comfortable with this family. After it was done, I offered to do the dishes, something I rarely did at home.

“Oh, no you don’t have to,” Mrs. Mucha said, “Rochelle can!”

“I’ll do it with you,” Rochelle said, “You rinse and I can dry.”

“Well, I’m leaving!” Michelle exclaimed. She was super loud.

And like that, the family disappeared from the table to do their own things. Rochelle and I grabbed the plates and dishes and proceeded to washing them. There was a splash and a spray here and there.

An hour later, I showered and got ready to just talk the night away with Rochelle. I got out in sweats and a t-shirt, still a little wet. I walked into Rochelle’s room to see her lying on her stomach on her bed reading a book. Something about this seemed familiar… Maybe I had a dream like this once. But I was probably wearing more at the moment.

“Oh you look cute wet.”

“Well, you look cute dry,” I replied. “What you reading?”

“Nothing,” she said, “Just waiting for you to get out.”

“You want me out of the house?”

She hit me with a pillow. “No, silly, I meant out of the shower!”

I grabbed her arms and fell on her softly, laughing. “Stop, that hurts!”

Her face was so close to mine. It was beginning to get awkward…

“Oh! I almost forgot I have something for you.” I ran out of the room and came back in with my suitcase. I rummaged through it a little and finally found what I was looking for. I hid it behind my back and walked up to Rochelle.

“What is it?” she asked smiling.

I showed it to her and she started smiling even bigger. It was my black school shirt that read ‘The Class 2011’ northface style. I knew she’s wanted it. She grabbed it from my hands and walked to her mirror. She took off the shirt she was wearing and I turned around. Rochelle walked back in the shirt and lied next to me on her bed.

“Thank you,” she said, “This is going to be so much fun, Bo.”

I grabbed her hand and smiled. “I hope so, only if you make it that way.”

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Chapter 3

The next few days were crazy.

I had to find a suitcase that would fit all my shoes and clothes, make an early withdrawal out of my bank account for a couple hundred dollars, and plan my own going away party. Just kidding, my family doesn’t love me that much.

I was in the moment and it felt too surreal. I must have been dreaming, but as I stood in the SeaTac airport with some family and close friends, I opened my eyes for what may have been the first time since school ended. It was about twelve o’ clock in the afternoon, but I’ve been awake ever since the night before, unable to sleep. My flight was about to leave; I was really going to Alaska for the summer.

“Have fun in Alaska!” My cousin, Nahrya, said, incapable of holding back tears. “Don’t get involved with too many girls.”

I almost laughed but realized she was completely serious. I turned to my step brother, Peter.

“Hold on!” He said. I looked at him, waiting to hear what sadness he had to express. “Tell Rochelle ‘hey’ for me!”

Standing there still, I was waiting on much more. When nothing came, I coughed a little. “Do you have anything else to say?”

“Uh,” Peter paused. “Don’t let a penguin bite your nuts.”

I squeezed him hard in an attempt to half-hug, half-kill. “You’re a punk bitch.”

Friends gave me their hugs goodbye and right when I picked up my suitcase my uncle came up to me.

“Here,” He held out an envelope. I opened it up and found a lot of green; all cash. “It’s three thousand, five hundred dollars. That should last you maybe… a month?”

I was awed. “Where did this come from?”

“That’s your savings for college.” My uncle and aunt looked at each other and laughed. My over-excited smile disappeared quickly. They weren’t joking. “Have fun!”

Family these days, I swear. An announcement for my flight sounded through the intercoms. “Well, okay, bye then!”

I boarded my plane and got a coach seat. I should have made my family pay for first class. I guess I got too caught up. The distance between Seattle and my destination, Anchorage, was about a thousand five hundred miles, which, flying at five hundred miles per hour on average, meant the flight would last about three hours. After about an hour, I fell asleep listening to more Lupe Fiasco.

Now here comes the march of the boy brigade/
A macabre parade of the toys he made/
And in shimmer shades who looks half his age/
About half the size of the flags they waved/
And camouflage suits made to fit youths/
‘cause the ones off the dead soldiers hang a little loose-

A baby’s cries are heard somewhere nearby.

Cute, smile-less, heartless, violent/
Childhood destroyed, devoid of all childish ways/
Can’t write their own names or read the words on their own graves/
Think you gangster popped a few rounds/
These kids will come through and murder a whole town/
Then sit back and smoke and watch it burn down/
The grave gets deeper the further we go down-

I woke up to the howling of an infant or toddler in the seat following mine.

Dang, my earphones were blasting and I still heard the little brat. I checked the time and realized I’ve only slept for fifty minutes. My seat was in the middle of the plane, so I was unable to look over the other passengers through their windows. What was I going to do for the next hour? How can I think of anything to do with the kid whining so loudly? I got up and looked down at the little Caucasian child. A woman, supposedly his mother, was trying hard to control her youngster, also, in a desperate attempt to save herself from embarrassment. She just about tried everything; burping him, changing his diaper, and yelling at him. I finally snapped and took a close look at the shrieking little dude.

“Yo,” I said. The dumb bitch of a mother thought I was referring to her. The whole coach section of the plane stared at me. “Little dude, you okay?

The boy shook his head, still sobbing. “Want some juice?

The question was answered by an excited nodding. It looked like he was head banging to a hardcore rock concert. “Hey, flight attendant? Can I get some apple juice, please?

The boy started slurping.

“Apple juice in a cup with a straw, please,” I corrected myself.

A minute went by and a female flight attendant gave me exactly what I asked for. I should write a little letter of appreciation to the big boss of this airline. I thanked her, got up, and gave it to the little boy who graciously snatched it from my hands. I was just about to go back to listening to my Lupe songs when the mother stood up and turned around.

“How did you know?” She must have been new at this.

Without looking up, I replied, “Well, you spent about half an hour changing his diaper, and I noticed it was as dry as an unsatisfied sex partner. It was obvious the dude was thirsty.

With my chin raised, I stared fiercely at the mother in the eyes, extremely annoyed. “You’re welcome.”

The mother stood there in awe for about a minute, but when she realized I didn’t give a shit about what she thought about my attitude and that I wasn’t saying anything else, she sighed, ‘How rude’, and remained in her seat for the rest of the flight. Some people in the flight continued to stare.

For what seemed like an eternity, I finally got off the flight into Anchorage International Airport. The first thing I did was rush to a window. Wow, I was in Anchorage, Alaska. I noticed unfamiliar mountains in the distance. Maybe while I’m here, I should get to know the landmarks. Kristel could help; I remember her telling me something about a place called ‘The Point.’

After I found my bags, I approached a large crowd of people, assumingly ones who picked up their family and friends from the airport. It’d probably be a while until Beaut came to get me so I sat down. Not even five seconds passed when I heard the shouts of a young girl.

“Bo!!”

I looked up to find Kristel and Beaut running towards me. I chuckled. “Hey guys, how’d you recognize me?”

They ignored the question and gave me big, tight hugs. “I can’t believe you’re really here!”

“Well,” Why do I always have to be so shy when I met new people? “I’m here.

That was lame. But that was all I said.

“Let’s get going!” I exclaimed in excitement.

There was a long line of cars waiting on the curb, but Beaut got into hers; a big, red truck. Very Beaut style, oh, actually that was her father’s ride. I got into the back and fastened my seat belt, leaving Kristel and Beaut in the front two seats. I didn’t complain one bit. How could I? With both girls laughing and smiling mischievously, I was too scared I would make a fool out of myself.

“Hey, we’re going to stop by Rochelle’s house first, okay?” Beaut said laughing again. “You know, just to let her know you’re in the neighborhood.”

“Uh,” I started. “Shouldn’t I find a place to stay first? I heard there’s a Motel 6 around…”

“3.2 miles away from here,” Kristel finished for me. She turned around and smiled.

“Yeah,” I avoided eye contact. “What she said.”

“Okay, but Ro’s house first!” Beaut assured. “Aren’t you two like best friends, anyway?”

“Yeah, I guess you’re right…” It was obvious that I was nervous about the whole thing.

“Of course I am,” Beaut replied. She and Kristel continued sneaking peaks at each other and sharing mysterious laughs. Dang, what was so funny? I had this uncomfortable feeling I was the reason for the humor filling the car. I had no idea what I was doing; I was new to all the responsibility I was recently given and department-store-sized room of choices. The sun was shining brightly in Alaska, so I tried to keep my mind optimistic.

I looked out the window thinking of Rochelle. We were best friends, as Beaut said. Automatically, soon after I met the girl, I opened up my deepest thoughts and feelings. Who knew she would be such a great listener? Through all the troubles I’ve had the past few weeks, confusing family, confusing friends, confusing love life, she’s been there. Sure, she’s been there online about fifteen hundred miles away, but nonetheless, she has been there. Damn, I sounded like a loner.

We drove into a nice neighborhood with kids running around in every direction. Very different than what I thought Alaska looked like. Months ago, I would have expected penguins and polar bears running amuck with families huddled in igloos. I made very bad judgment.

We pulled up to a cozy-looking house. It was Rochelle’s. I got out of the car and felt the all-too-familiar breeze. The climate wasn’t all too different from Washington’s on a cold day. I took a look around. Either Alaska was beautiful or I never took the time to see Washington through tourist eyes. I was caught up in the moment.

“Hey, Bo, are you coming or not?!” Beaut called out.

I shook my thoughts away. “Huh?”

She laughed. “Hello… we’re at Ro’s house.”

Oh shit, we were. All of a sudden my knees started buckling, I started sweating, and my arms were twitching. I was about to see one of my best friends! I tried to shake the feeling of being nervous away and it might have helped, but who knows? I couldn’t even think straight. Beaut smiled and knocked on the door. Footsteps were slowly approaching and Kristel pushed me out of sight. At first I heard laughter. Then I heard Rochelle’s voice.

“Why are you guys here so early?”

Beaut and Kristel had to calm down before answering. “We have a surprise for you!”

“What is it?” asked Rochelle impatiently.

“Come on out,” Kristel called to me.

I walked into view slowly, not realizing I was looking down. When I finally stared up I saw Kristel, Beaut, and the reason why they were laughing. Rochelle was in plain sight, in a t-shirt and red boy shorts. Oops, bad timing. I turned around and laughed. I couldn’t help it; her jaw was straight up open. It was too cute; outfit, reaction and all. I felt arms quickly surround my body.

“Bo! Why didn’t you tell me you were coming?” Ro said.

I turned around and hugged back. “I don’t know; I wanted to surprise you.”

“Well, I’m surprised,” She wouldn’t let go. It felt kind of weird, her being one-third naked and all. Rochelle hugged tight with her smile in my chest. “Hey, you smell good.”

I pushed her away. I never took that compliment seriously, who knew if the girl was lying or not, you know? “Well, I have to find a place to stay; Kristel said there was a Motel 6 by the airport…”

“What are you talking about?” Rochelle looked at me with as much surprise and confusion as if I turned green and gained three hundred pounds in two seconds.

“A motel,” I said nervously. “I have to find somewhere to stay and there’s a motel…”

Kristel and Beaut laughed hysterically. Rochelle started, too, after a few seconds. “You know you have to be 21 years old to rent a place, right?”

“Uh…” My stomach sunk about twenty feet. Why didn’t Kristel and Beaut tell me this? Wait a second, rushing to Rochelle’s house first, convincing me to go afterwards. Oh my Buddha. How embarrassing. That’s why they were laughing so much in the car! I turned to the two girls. “You guys set me up!”

“What!” Kristel said. “We saved you some major embarrassment.”

“Plus,” Beaut started. “We knew that Rochelle would be more than willing to let you stay at her house.”

I turned to Rochelle again; she was still chuckling a bit. “You will?”

“Yeah, of course, I think my parents will be cool with it.” It took her a while to settle down. Well, I was right about one thing; Kristel and Beaut did set me up. “Come on in, Bo.”

Rochelle reached for my arm and pulled me into the house. For the first time, I stepped into what would be my home for the next two months.

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Chapter 2

So you might call me weird.

Towards the end of last year, November to be exact, I decided to be a Youtube star. I used a busted camera for a while until I switched to a newer one I got myself for Christmas. I did it just to see how many views I would get. Oh, and having a few fan girls doesn’t hurt…

Okay, I did it for the women. Luckily, I met Rochelle, Piya, otherwise known as Beaut, and Kristel. At first, I just suggested they were girls that would pass on, infatuating over other Youtube guys, but as time went on, I got to know them better, preferably Rochelle the most, and became friends. Now I strongly disagree with meeting people online, but if someone never disagreed with people like me, there wouldn’t be websites like eHarmony, Myspace or Facebook. But I guess it is an arguably good way to meet great people like these three. Anyways, after I picked up the mail, I got onto MSN messenger. Kristel was online. I started typing furiously.

B0: HEY GUESS WHAT?

KRISTEL: what?

B0: I’m going to Alaska for the summer!!

KRISTEL: really?!

B0: yeah! Can I call you real quick? Just to talk about it?

KRISTEL: yeah! You have my number. I’ll be waiting.

I signed off and escaped to my room. Dialing Kristel’s number, I imagined what it would be like to be in Alaska for a whole summer. Where am I going to stay? How will I afford food? And most importantly, are there any cute girls in Alaska? My mind was racing like an escape convict on the run from a dozen patrol cars on the freeway. I almost didn’t hear Kristel answer the phone.

“Hey, Bo, so what’s the plan?” Her voice was loud and enthusiastic.

“Well, I’m not sure yet. I’ll get some money and stay at a motel for a while or something. I don’t know, I’ll see when I get there, I guess.”

“What! I’m sure you can stay with one of us.” I can tell she was cheesing.

“I’m not sure, ha. I don’t want to be a bother. Hey, I have an idea; let’s talk about this with Beaut! Can you three-way?” I suggested.

“Yeah, hold on.” After a few dial tones, another voice joined the conversation.

“Hey, Kristel what’s up?” Beaut said spontaneously. I’ve never heard her voice live before.

“Beaut, Bo is coming to Alaska for the summer!” Kristel replied. “He’s on the other line!”

I laughed. “Hi, Beaut, what’s up?”

“Bo! Is it true? You’re coming to see us?” I didn’t think she’d be so excited. Maybe she was faking it. I was about to say something when Kristel replied first.

“No, he’s coming to see me! Isn’t that right, Bo?” She giggled. “Just kidding, my brownies are what he wants.”

“Oh, yeah, I want to try those so bad.” I laughed back. “Okay, but seriously, I want to surprise Rochelle! Beaut, can you take me to see her?”

“Yeah, no problem, I’ll get you at the airport with Kristel. Right, Love?”

“Sure, just tell us when.” I was so excited. This was going to be a summer to remember. Dreams do come true.

“Okay,” I remembered something I once promised Kristel. “Oh yeah, and we need to dance together at a party remember?”

The reply was another one of Kristel’s laughs. “Yeah, sure, I can’t wait.”

An hour or so of dreaming and scheming about what’s going to happen passed when I decided I was too tired to think anymore. I said my goodbyes but had to make sure about one certain detail. “Oh guys, and remember, don’t tell Rochelle anything.”

I fell asleep fifteen minutes later with a smile on my face.

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Chapter 1

June 19, 2008; roaring is the only sound I could attempt to hear.

I walked down the d-wing of Jackson High School for the last time, at least until next school year. Freshmen year didn’t last as long as I thought it would, so much more I could’ve done, but it was too late to regret it now. As I avoided being shoved by the graduating seniors, excited juniors, frenzied sophomores, and my fellow, relieved freshmen, I promised myself that I would make my next year much, much more memorable.

Approaching the doors to the freedom and sunshine of the start of summer, I tightened my backpack straps as a Filipino boy came running after me. He gave me a friendly punch to my arm.

“Hey, Bo! Where’re you going, dawg?” Clint Velasco said. “All the guys are ‘bout to go to the movies or town center soon.”

“Nah, I don’t think I can. I have babysitting to do.” Babysitting was an every-day-after-school chore for me.

“On the last day of school you have to baby-sit?” Clint replied. “Man, that’s wack. Just this one time, can you? Come on, it’s the beginning of summer… and you know I can’t pay for Thai’s lunch alone!”

We both shared a laugh. Clint and I’ve been teasing Thai, our Vietnamese friend, about his size all year. When will he stop? When will I stop? “You’re going to have to deal. I got shit to do. But, I don’t know, we’ll see.”

“Alright, two hours, town center, be there!” Clint continued down the hall, not even knowing I wouldn’t even think twice of going to town center. My aunt and uncle, my legal guardians, would never even let me cross the street alone.

An hour passed, and I was still on school campus. My sister went to the school right next to Jackson: Heatherwood Middle School. Honestly, it was only ten steps from Jackson’s parking lot. The folks who built these schools must have been really scared about having their kids’ transition from middle to high school. Anyway, every day after I get out, I have to wait an extra forty-five minutes for my sister, Dina, to get out. Usually I sit around or break in the Jackson cafeteria, but being the last day of school, no one would be there with me.

The bell rang and I saw the middle school kids crowding out of the building as their last day ended. All-too-familiar faces passed by from the year before. I saw Coleen Velasco, Clint’s sister, advance towards me.

“Hey, are you going to town center? My brother and his friends are and I was hoping you would be, too.” Coleen said.

“I don’t know yet. If I don’t go, have fun without me, though.” I shyly responded. I watched as her smile quickly faded away.

“Well,” She started to turn away. “Alright, I guess. See you later.”

Moments later, my sister walked by and our ride came shortly after. As I jumped into our Honda Odyssey, I pulled out my PSP and bumped to Lupe Fiasco. As Matthew Santos rocked the chorus to Superstar, I saw through the corner of my eye, Dina grabbing the cell phone out of my grandmother’s purse. I paid no attention.

About halfway home, Dina placed the phone back inside the bag. I pulled out my earphones. “What was that about?”

Dina ignored my question. “Grandma, can you drop me off at Central Market in a few minutes?”

Grandma Ki just simply replied, “Okay.” One of the very few English words she actually knew.

Smiling to herself, Dina sat back in her seat. Central Market was in town center. Just like the few high school students, the middle school children were also hanging out there. My own sister, though, she was only in the sixth grade. It was almost frustrating observing her grow up, doing the same things I did. She was so naïve, so clueless, just the same as her older brother once was.

Hey, wait a second. If she’s going to town center, why can’t I? “Grandma, me too, okay?”

“Okay.” Ha, this was almost too easy. A fun afternoon with my friends, I couldn’t wait.

One hour later, if you were around, you could find me at the University Bookstore, reading graphic novels. I was with no one; all by my lonesome. Where the fuck was Clint and Thai? A half an hour passed and I’ve been there for a while. I decided to set down Iron Man and get some Starbucks. As I walked out I saw a recognizable face. Coleen ran up to me, almost dropping her bubble tea.

“Bo!! I thought you weren’t going to come!” She hugged me tightly. I watched her confused, younger friends she just automatically decided to abandon.

“Hey, Coleen, it’s nice to see you, too,” I said half laughing through squeezed lungs and gritted teeth. “Where’s your brother?”

“Oh, you’re looking for Clint?” She let go in disappointment. “He went to the movies.”

Fuck. So I came for nothing. What a son of a mother fucking bitch.

“Let’s hang out instead?” Coleen suggested. I forgot she was standing in front of me.

I looked back at her friends, still as confused as ever. “You sure you want to ditch your home girls?”

Coleen turned around and looked back. “Be right back.”

She ran to her friends, and conversed with them for about twenty seconds. Their faces changed from excitement to dullness. As they turned away, Coleen ran back. “Yeah, I’m free.”

I laughed. She’s just too cute sometimes. I couldn’t wait to see what we would do and where we would go.

Twenty minutes later I filled out a voter’s survey supporting Obama and was back in the same place I started out in: the University Bookstore. I looked up at Coleen looking around in her chair, swinging her legs. I grinned, as long as she’s happy, what the hell, I’ll be happy, too.

A few hours passed and I walked back home. When I arrived, I dropped onto my computer chair and took off my cap. Tiring, pretending to read a bunch of books. I was about to sign on AOL instant messenger when my uncle shouted my name. Shit, what did I do this time?

I walked into the kitchen to see my aunt and uncle standing with a yellow envelope in their hands reading ‘To the parents or guardians of BO RICKEY’ on it. Crap, I was about to have another lecture about my grades dropping. I sighed and sat in my chair not looking up to see the disappointment in their eyes yet again. I was about to say, ‘I really did try my hardest, I swear.’ when my Aunt Ta interrupted, “We’re so proud of you!”

I looked up in surprise. Were they shitting me? “What?”

Uncle Dee dropped the envelope onto the kitchen table. “A four-point-oh GPA, the first time you’ve ever gotten such good grades! And as your first year in high school, too! We’re too proud for words.”

“And we’ve been talking,” my aunt said, “We think you’re growing more responsible and decided that we’ll pay a trip for you to go anywhere in the country for the whole summer.”

I was shocked, and after moments of staring I realized my mouth was open. I still stared into their faces, trying to find a sign of humor, waiting for them to tell me they were fucking around with me. I grabbed the envelope and looked at my transcript. It was all there, all one hundred percent and over grades. It even had little comments from teachers like, “Bo has really improved!” and “Was a pleasure to have in class!” No fucking way? I looked up and responded shakily, “I get to go anywhere?”

Both of them exchanged glances. They must have been thinking, ‘Are we making a mistake?’ And this is coming from the people who wouldn’t even let me check the mail daily without someone watching me. Last year, someone had to walk alongside me. The year before the person accompanying me had to be holding my hand. “Yeah, Bo, anywhere your heart desires; all by yourself.”

I stood up, “I’ll think about it.”

Oh my Buddha, wherever I want in the country. It was a dream coming true. I pinched myself to assure I wasn’t imagining things. California? Hawaii? New York? Smiling, I walked back to my computer chair, about to tell my Alaskan friends they should be expecting company. Just as I was typing my password, my uncle said from the other room, “Oh and Bo? Can you get the mail? I’ll watch.”